Galactic citizen

In my most significant relationships as a child, the other existed to torture, belittle, confuse, obfuscate, deny, and lie about who I was, and I needed them to do this.

The other in these two relationships intended hatred and purposeful hardship in my life, taking pleasure in the pain that they inflicted.

There is a better way to live. It exists, through me and no one else. I release the need to judge. I am responsible for healing. I am sorry for the harm that I caused while under the influence of the dream.